same old excuse, new story
Journal Entry: Mon Feb 25, 2008, 1:15 PM
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Peaceful - Listening to: "Home" by Chris Daughtry
- Playing: Metal Slug Anthology for PS2
what can i say... ive only apologized a thousand times for not commenting and not replying to comments and just not being here at all. and every single time ive returned, ive given the same excuses: im not in the mood, i dont feel like it, i dont have the strength, i just cant.
i know its hard to understand that it really is difficult for me to check in regularly and get back to everybody in a timely manner, cuz its only curtious but it is difficult for me. da is a big place and it can get overwehlming. my offline world is overwhelming by itself; im having a hard enough time maintaining balance in my main world alone, a second one is out of the question. i cant balance my real life and balance my online life and maintain balance between the two all at the same time.
i could have an online life when i was younger and in school because i had other people giving my real life structure and balance but im 23 now and i have to do it for myself and, truth be told, im having a really hard time. so, imma just have to give up this second world. im not saying im never coming back, im just saying that i cant live in this world anymore; i can only visit now and then. so, no, im not clearing anything out, im not never uploading art or updating journals never again, its just gonna happen when ever my circustances will allow, which is at any random point in time.
my main reason for saying all of this is to let you all know whats up and to just not expect a lot of activity from me. there are a lot of da users who like to make people like me feel very guilty about not commenting on faved pictures and not replying to every single comment given to me, and in my case it works, hence me disappearing for long periods of time. i feel as tho if i cant do things the right way around here then i shouldnt be here at all, so i leave, but i know that doing that is just as unfair as the lack of comments cuz people ive met here get left behind. like i said before i dont wanna just ditch them.
so, even tho you may not be aware of my presence, know that i am aware of yours when you leave comments, faves, or journals. know that all of them are noticed and have always been noticed and appreciated even if i dont let you know, and i wish that i could get back to everybody personally to show my appreciation but it seems that thats just more than what i can handle. im sorry.
you can tell ive thought a lot about this, huh?
...no more double life for me.
Devious Comments
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Comment, to get comments.
Share your kindness, not your hate.
Love the art, before yourself.
just dropping by a hi~
nice gallery ;o
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Well, whoop-de-fucking-do!ಠ_ಠ
Note: I tend to use ♥s a lot~
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early apology for not replying to your comment
i have a yahoo website
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early apology for not replying to your comment
i have a yahoo website
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early apology for not replying to your comment
i have a yahoo website
your art is very cute
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early apology for not replying to your comment
i have a yahoo website
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Tsukasa - Silver Hair Crystallizeur
Graphic Designer - Japan Lover
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Smirap Designs
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Let's focus on something...Ok, me!
...Can't help but notice that we were born in the same year and month! Just 24 days apart! Crazy!
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NO MOAR CONTINUES
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early apology for not replying to your comment
i have a yahoo website
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Edtropolis...Tell your friends!!!
...And remember, his whole head...was made of bacon...
here just do it *it's spamarific!*
most people aren't sure of what they really want in
life. I received this letter from a friend on the
computer, did what it told me to, and within a week,
everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact
copy,
this
really
works!!!!
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1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl
you wanna be with 3 times!
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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the
next week and say it to your self 6 times!!
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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to
yourself 9 times!!!
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4. Think of something that you want to happen between
you and that 1special person and say it to your self
12 times!!!
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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these
wishes and as you scroll down focus and concentrate on
it and think on nothing else but that wish.
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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish
that you picked.
After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to
15 people, and what you wished for will come true
within in one week!
u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think
of your
crush!!!
Keep going
down
Keep going
Keep
going
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your
last chance. Now pay very close attention this
important message!
Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of
those kinda chain letters that everyone hates. This
one has been going since 1864 and if you break this
chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing
these stories.
First Example:
Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up
till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush
on the same kid since kindergarden. when she got this
mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She just
thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her
dad got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she
would have sent the letter none of that would have
happened and her mom would be alive.
Second Example:
Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd.
Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All
the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent
it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush
on a girl since 3rd grade. The next day after sending
the chain the girl confessed her love for him ever
since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to
ask her out, and of course, she had been waiting to
yes to that for years. They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.
Third Example:
Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get
ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson
was just getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a
quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek either. he
was just normal. He saw he had mail from his friend.
It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a
smart kid and he knew what could happen if he didnt
pass it on. He simply pulled a few friends from his
buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that
same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the
lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His
mom bought him Nintendo64 and play station! His
grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best
friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to,
Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit! Then he inherited a
brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild! the
next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have
been going out ever since.
Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd
rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like
Barbra but thats only me. We all want what we cant
have but now's ur chance to go out withthat special
somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send this to-
1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life.....
forever!!!!!
10 people- your crush will say they like you as a
friend...... ONLY!!!!!
15 people- your crush will say they like you
20 people- your crush will ask you out!
25 people- your crush will kiss you!!
30 people - Your crush will make out with you
35 people or more- All of the above!!
Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have
everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u
dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's
simple, just go in a chat room, pick some names and
send away! but here's the catch..... you only have 1
hour
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But I don't want to go among mad people!
Oh, you can't help that, we're all mad here.
i dont really hang out on da (or online) all that much anymore tho. actually, im glad that you even remember me XD
your gallery is really cute; youve gotten a lot better
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Rock Lee's #1 fan!!! Well... #2, at least. I'm pretty sure there are people more devoted to Rock Lee than me.
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Proud participant of the Youmaconga! (Youmacon '06)
I'm in your fridge, eatin' your food. >:3
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My cafè press shop (gadget & t-shirt): [link]
My baby team 7 gadget shop (gadget & t-shirt): [link]
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Aw, dude, 4 strength 4 stam leather belt? AAAHHH!
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however you live there
will always be eaquily of happiness and pain ಠ_ಠ
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I'am Killer4 and with one look from me u will die
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